Text: Death and Timing and Future Self Q: Hi. This is the first evening that I've come to see you. I've been listening to tapes for quite a while with my husband. And I'm really enjoying youŠ B: We are enjoying you all as well. Q: Thank you. I have a question about our concept of death. When we leave our physical body and we go wherever we goŠ B: Yes? Q: It has been for a while now that I've been very bothered by that thought. I'm having a hard time trying to sort it out in my own mind and understand what it's all about. B: All right. But understand that every time you try, you will have a hard time. Q: Yes. OkayŠ B: Now, what do you feel it is, quote/unquote, all about? Q: What do I feel? Okay, I feel that, well... I can't explain it. That's the problem. I'm trying to understand exactly what I feel. Okay, excuse me... no, I feel fear. B: All right. Very good! Now, why? Q: Because I don't know what it's about. B: So? Q: Well, so what are you trying to tell me? Should I justŠ? B: I'm not trying to tell you anything. I simply said, "So?" Q: Okay. Now is it that my...? B: All right, all right, all right! Use your imagination: what do you think will happen when you die? Q: I want to go somewhere. I don't knowŠ B: Where? Q: At this point in time, I don't know. Wherever I choose to go. B: All right. Very good! Q: Okay. All right now: what I want to understand is, my feeling, myŠ B: One moment. Q: What? B: Do you believe what you just said? Q: Yes, I do. B: You will choose to go wherever you want? Q: Yes. B: All right. Now, if you believe that you will choose to go wherever you want, what are you afraid of? Q: Good question. I'm trying to understand where I'm going? No, that's not it. The fearŠ I understand that yes, I will be going somewhere... wherever I choose to go when that time comes that I leave my physical bodyŠ B: Are you afraid of death? Or are you afraid of pain? Q: I'm sorry, that's hard to answer. Probably both... maybe... I'm trying to think: is there somebody close to me that I'm having this feeling that maybe they're going to die, and that's what is frightening me? B: Are you telling me that your feeling about your fear of death is specific rather than general? Q: RightŠ or no. Well, yes. I've got myself confused. Elaborate on that -- specific or general. B: Do you feel that the idea of death is a separation, a loss? Q: If it was me, no. Somebody else, yes. B: All right. Now, why not if it was you? Q: Because l didn't go anywhere. B: All right, very good. Now then, do you not know that when they die, they don't go anywhere either? Q: Well yes, true. But they're not here. B: Oh yes, they are! Q: I can't physically see them, okay? B: Well, you can sense them. Q: Yes. B: You can know that you are still connected to them, as you always have been. Q: Okay. So what you're saying, or what you are trying to show me, is that if someone close to me does die, then I should be able to accept it as that, and still be able to feel their vibration, or sense that they're still thereŠ B: All right, in a sense. There is no "should" about it; you do not have to "should" anything. But recognize it may be that if such an individual were to choose to offer you the gift of transforming from physical to non-physicality for you, it would be something that would be a gift for you to reflect within yourself your belief systems about those ideas. And perhaps that is what you chose it for. Recognize also that you can form the analogy that if you have a friend that you are talking with one day, and you see them the next day wearing a different set of clothes, well, do you tremble in fear because they have changed their clothes? No: you still recognize them as your friend. The idea that they have left their physical body is simply a change of clothes, so to speak. Why fear the idea that you have lost them simply because they have changed their clothes? You can still sense the idea of the relationship; you can sense the consciousness. Now understand this: everything occurs within perfect timing. And therefore if someone that you know should physically die, it serves a purpose in the co-arrangement, the co-agreement that you all made. Therefore, understand that what is happening is in accord with what you agreed to experience. It is up to you whether to make a negative or a positive experience out of it. Q: Okay. B: But agree to experience it you did; and if you know you agreed to experience it, then you can -- you do have the right -- to assume that you chose to experience it for a positive reason. Q: Yes, to try to understandŠ B: To understand. Q: Okay, to understandŠ B: In whatever way YOU, as the being that you are, as the personality that you are, chose to understand it. Therefore, do not be hard on yourself when you think you do not get the whole picture right away. Q: Ha, ha. I guess you're reading my mind. That's it... you know I can't get the whole picture; it does frighten me. If it could be maybe my husband -- God forbid that it would happen right now -- like you say, that we may... not this moment, right in this time right here, but in what we call the futureŠ B: Let me ask you something: do you understand that you have many physical lives? Q: I'm beginning to understand that. B: All right. Do you understand that when you choose to have a physical life while you are still non-physical, as you would say, in- between lives -- now we are speaking linearly because you are in a linear time track, although all your lives are actually simultaneous, because there is only here and now -- but as we are talking linearly: while you were in non-physical state choosing your next physical life, understand that there are certain ideas about that life that you wish to experience -- to fulfill another idea of yourself as a total being. Now in choosing those ideas that you will experience, understand this: you will experience every single one that you chose to experience. You will experience nothing extra, nor will you miss any of the things that you chose to experience. By living your life, you will live through, and live out and experience, every idea that you chose to experience and that you created this life for the purpose of experiencing. Therefore, since there is no extra time; since you are going to experience everything you chose to experience, you have set aside the idea of a certain number of events that we call timings. Now, the amount of time in which you can have the experience of your timings can vary, depending upon on how you choose to go through the experience of the timings. If you choose to negate it, to judge it, to separate yourself from the event, you will create that much more time that is needed to get through the experience. Things will drag, as you say. You will get stuck in a rut, and you will become frustrated and tired. If you choose to go through the event to experience the timing from a positive point of view, then it will be very highly accelerated. Because you are willing to integrate and less time will be required to experience all the timings, all the events, you chose to experience in this life. When you create your timings with the other individuals, when you create yourself to have a life with other individuals, you are co-creating your timings to merge and blend, and you always fulfill each other's timings at exactly the right moment. Therefore, no one is ever ahead of anyone else; no one is ever behind anyone else. And when someone in a sense, finishes what they have chosen to do in a physical life and moves on, they are not leaving you prematurely. You are not leaving them prematurely. They are leaving at exactly the right time and timing that they chose to, and that you agreed to. Therefore, understand that if you have agreed to stay physical longer, then their leaving first provides for you one of the experiences you chose to have while still physical -- so that you can learn from it. Q: Oh, I see. Okay. B: You are going to, quote/unquote, catch up to them eventually. Q: I hope so. B: You do not have to "hope." Q: Okay, will. B: Yes. Q: Okay, okay. One more questionŠ B: Now -- one more thing before your question. Q: Yes. B: The recognition that every event in your life serves a purpose can be the choosing of the positive way for you to learn the idea that you are thinking about co-creating that event in perhaps a negative way. And by assuming that it serves a positive purpose and learning what that idea might be about before you need to experience it in a negative way, means that it doesn't necessarily have to happen in a negative way for you to get the message. You follow me? Q: Yes. B: Then you have the situation wherein you have the so-called prediction of the, "Oh, horrible" catastrophe coming up. But the idea that you now are aware of the prediction itself lets you understand the reasons for why you attracted that idea. And if you understand the reasons, then you may say, "Well, now I understand the purpose for why I would have created a catastrophe, so I no longer need to experience it as a catastrophe. I can now move ahead to the next thing." Q: Okay. Thank you very much. B: Thank you. Q: My second question -- regarding help. B: Yes. Q: Just like the young lady was saying about pain, I have been experiencing excruciatingŠ I determine they are excruciating headaches. Pains starting from the crown of the head, in the front of the forehead, past the ears, down to the base of my neck. B: All right. Q: I also have experienced infection in the nose and in the upper part of my stomach. Now I have decided thatŠ B: Do you have what is called post-nasal drip? Q: Yes, I do. B: Thank you. Q: Okay. Now I was told that -- well no, excuse me. I decided to go to the doctor. I have tried for two weeks, maybe two and a half weeks, tried to meditate, concentrate with my power rods, my crystals, everything, to tryŠ B: Try-try-try, yes. Q: Š to distribute or eliminate the pain that I'm feeling. I couldn't succeed in this, so I went to the doctor. He ended up putting me on medication. B: All right. What do you think about yourself for having created the idea of pain? Q: I don't like it. B: You don't like yourself? Q: No, I don't like creating the idea of pain. B: All right. But what do you think about yourself for having created the idea of pain? Q: What do I think about myself? B: Yes. Do you love yourself? Q: When I create pain? No. B: Why not? Q: Because it hurts. B: So? Q: Well, why am I going to love myself if I'm creating pain? B: Perhaps so that the pain will go away. Q: Okay. B: You see, if you put conditions upon your love, then you will always be creating a doorway through which one of those conditions can remind you that they are there. You follow me? Q: I follow you. Okay, how about the medication? The medication has helped me. B: All right. Q: I have not been able... my tool as you say -- our different tools that we need to help assist us in whatever the situation may be, what we chooseŠ B: Has helped you, yes. Q: It has helped me. Is that okay by you? B: Why not? B: Do you feel that I could concentrate on myself alone without the drugs, to be able to eliminateŠ? B: I feel you have that potential, yes. Q: I just have to find it. B: You don't have to find it; you simply have to be it; you have to live like it. Q: I don't understand. It's just like right now I'm experiencing the pain in the upper part of my stomach. Now, you made the comment about the post-nasal drip. Are you telling me that the post-nasal drip is causing the pain in the upper part of my stomach? B: No. Q: What was theŠ? B: The connection to your future self is. Q: The connection to my future self? B: Understand that the majority of the idea of energy distribution in connecting to your future self, to your higher self, to the idea of the you, you think you are becoming, usually occurs through the solar plexus. And this is why, as you understood in this way -- as I have said myself to be in a sense, the future self of the physical channel you see before you -- why we usually, and used to -- in the idea of the frequency as we were acclimating the physical channel to the connection with us -- used to regulate the idea of being in front of the solar plexus, of the hands of the physical channel, to form a link and a bridge so that there would be an easing of the idea of the blending of the two frequencies -- so that there would not be pain. Recognize in this way, the idea is simply that as you create the idea of a future self that you think to be so much better than you, at a higher frequency than you, then you are creating a friction between the frequency you think yourself to be now and the frequency you think you are becoming. Because you are putting the two together by comparison; and a slower vibration and a faster vibration creates friction. And that friction is felt in your physical form as pain and disease. When you allow yourself to be the future you now, then you form an automatic blending that alleviates all need for the symbol that reminds you that you are still separating yourself in the present from the idea of your future self. All pain and disease is the product of your separation from other portions of yourself. Therefore it is a reminder, or can be viewed as a reminder, that you are still separating what it is you are seeking to become. Because you are seeking it, rather than simply acting like you already are it. And the more you seek, the more you may double over. Q: Ah, it hurts. So maybe IŠ B: Now, as you breathe in a relaxed manner (breathes) ... recognize that as you breathe in, if you wish an analogy, if you wish a symbol, as you breathe in, then draw to yourself the future you, with every breath in. And as you breathe out, you are taking what you have drawn in as the future you, and gently placed it into position around you as your reality. (Breathes) In this way you can ease through the rhythmic vibration, through the center of your being, through the energy of the breathing, the centering of yourself, the identification of your present self with the future self to make them one thing, and you can ease all of your pains and separations. Now, to some degree the intensity that you have been feeling in this area is representative of the idea of your third eye, crown and channeling chakras, opening up to accept the you, you have said you are on your way to meet. But they're standing wide open, waiting for you to be that person; and you are still walking with them wide open waiting to get there. So allow them to relax. You are holding everything open under tension and you are making them hold open under tension for a very long time, because you are creating the idea of being your future self in the present as a very long journey that you need to accomplish. Relax. Q: Okay. One more thing, and then I'm done. What I'm experiencing right now - I have in my hand here a crystal, a rock crystal which I meditate with, and I feel things with, okay? B: Yes. Q: As I'm talking to youŠ B: Yes? Q: Š experiencing, I'm sitting here and my body is shivering. My temperature is warm. B: Yes. Q: What is your interpretationŠ? B: Is your whole body warm, or are there portions that are cold? Q: My toes. B: All right. What about your hands? Q: My hands are sweating. B: All right. What about the crystal itself? Q: It's very warm. B: All right. Now, that vibration right now: does it feel like something that has great potential in it like something you can do a lot with? Q: Yes, I could. B: All right; then choose to. Understand the way, the simplest way - overall, your own way is always the simplest -- the overall idea of your own simplest way to allow yourself to be the future you, is to begin to act like what you imagine it would be to be that future you -- more and more. Again, as we discussed previously, give your imagination free rein. And in this way, as you are more willing to play at being the idea of who you are, you will create and generate that reality. So as you sense the idea of your future self, recognize you are creating that idea of your future self in the present. So be that idea. Because as you are creating it, it is you in the moment you are perceiving it. What you perceive, you are; you cannot conceive what you are not. Therefore, if you have this idea of what it would be like to be the future you, then in the moment you are perceiving that idea, conceiving that idea, you are the future you in the present. Simply continue to be so; act like it. This is a physical world. If you have a notion of how you think you would act differently as a future you, when you have no pain and no disease, then act like that being and it will then be you. Do you follow me? Q: I follow you. Thank you very much. B: You may ALL take a short break.

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