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Tue Nov 02, 2004 10:53 am Post
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Hi Don--I had an
unpleasant experience last night that has happened a few
times before, and wonder if any of your other correspondents
have experienced something similar.
I have to preface this by telling you that ever since the
encounter/"abduction" by greys and reptilian I have little
dream recall. I did have a period a few years ago when I
knew I was out of my body fighting spiritual battles for 3
or 4 nights in a row every month or so--woke up one morning
to find myself trudging wearily back to my body--but since
that time ended, I RARELY remember any dream or travels.
Because I intuitively know that I am getting free and
receiving instruction, etc, from less dense planes while
sleeping, this blocking of my memory does not really alarm
me, but I know I will be more effective on this plane when I
do remember. And I suspect that I am far less effective on
the astral planes w/this memory connection blocked. Besides,
as I said to myself when I remembered a missing time
episode: "That's MY time--I want it back!" I feel the same
way about having my dream memories blocked: Those are MY
dream memories and MY astral journeys--give it up, dudes!
So last night I was jerked awake at 2:30 (3:30 pre--timechange
and this was the time during reptilian harrassment when I
either woke myself up or had to fight them on the
astral)--this is the first forced awakening that has
happened since orgone came into my home--got out of bed and
HAD NO MEMORY OF ANYTHING--I mean my entire memory bank was
wiped clean--(it is difficult to describe such things)--had
I panicked, it would have intensified this block--probably
the intent of the whole deal--but I knew to go to the quiet
inner place beyond fear, and my memory clicked back in.
As I said, this has happened at least one other time, but
then my life was so stressful that I had no time to deal
w/it--just surviving.
I have been thinking a lot about the whole death thing--I
suspect that most people--because most are sleeping--do not
get past the dark-force-controlled 4th and (mostly) 5th
dimensions--we just keep on coming back to be used as slaves
and as emotional food--I suspect that when I do break free
of what is clearly to me brain manipulation and become
conscious in my dream state that I will be a formidable
adversary--
I think they overdid the blocking a bit, and now that I know
what is going on, also know what to work on. SP to the
rescue...
Keep up the Good Fight,
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I'm up doing email at 4AM because I often wake up and can't
sleep in the wee hours, as does Carol. If you can manage to
think of the ET and CIA interference with our sleep patterns
as parasitic, more than predatory, you might get a better
handle on it, I think. In our case there's a poltergeist in
this old house which we just can't seem to persuade to move
on. Carol says that one murdered her husband here and also
was sexually abused by her father as a kid in this house. I
see and hear that one a lot and I'm not even psychic. This
is also a parasitic manifestation, of course, and hasn't
affected us much, thankfully. I guess if we owned this house
we'd be more inclined to deal with her. We haven't even
looked for the probable enabler: geopathic stress line(s)
running through the house. Once, Carol got fed up and told
her, 'Go to the saloon!' and she went away for a week or so,
presumably downtown to bother someone else where she used to
go drinking.
We're all Pajama People relative to someone else, by the
way, so I reserve using that to a mostly social and
political context. It's never a character judgement when I
use the term. Nor do I consider TV addicts to be a menace.
TV and PJs are inextricable as far as I can tell. TV
addiction turns otherwise viable people into spiritual couch
potatoes just as efficiently as pot addiction does.
As far as I can tell, you've already made a lot more
progress than you realize in getting free from those
artificial limitations. If you haven't disabled your
implants yet I hope you'll consider getting a zapchecker and
getting your mate or a friend to help you find them so you
can disable them. I've seen some astonishing metamorphoses
take place when gifted folks like yourself have disabled
their implants. I'm guessing you've got around 8 or so if
your sleep and dream patterns are that heavily interfered
with. A Succor Punch nearby will likely prevent any more
abductions from taking place, by the way. When the good guys
do it, of course, we don't feel resentful, tired or
disoriented. The bad guys are sloppy and clumsy with this
stuff.
Generally, we can't be exploited except through our
weaknesses. That point was driven home for us, if you will,
when Dr STeve Smith in Montana graciously gave Carol and I a
tuneup last month on our way to Yellowstone. She'd been
under constant, heavy attack through her neck for a couple
of weeks and we weren't able to to more than give her
temporary relief. When he properly adjusted her neck--he
does it the only way that really works: starts at the
feet--the attacks ended instantly. The subluxation in her
neck was quite minor, by the way, but it was enough for the
CIA's psi predators to move in and cause a lot of pain. When
I say, CIA, of course, I mean the entire panoply of human
and non-human predators operating in America. The NSA and
CIA are the interface, that's all. The FBI are just street
thugs, by the way.
Also, a lot of people's inner torment comes from ideological
fixations. I know you assume I agree with your assumptions
about reincarnation and the fashionable interpretations of
dimensional realities but in fact for any phenomenon, due to
the layered nature of reality, there are many rational,
empowering explanations if one is willing to abandon
prejudice, belief and denial for the moment and broaden
one's intellectual horizons a bit. Most psychics look no
further than the artificial paradigm that Theosophy offered
in the late 1800s but in fact that mind control protocol is
simply a well-designed, cynical amalgam of some of the more
oppressive and titillating trappings of Hinduism and
Buddhism, promoted as 'the alternative' to equally
oppressive but less fascinating dogmae which are the add-ons
of Judeochristianity, such as heaven/hell, filthy clergy and
physical resurrection after death (yuk!). I like to remind
folks that some of the more creative physicists are able to
unock hyperdimensional secrets by paying close attentions to
the words of Jesus, which only make up a pamplhet, by the
way. Of course, they also use the Bhagavad Gita, Buddhist
traditions and the Qur'an the same way with equal rewards.
Most of the Niburu claims are contrived, we believe, though
there's some pretty good psychic and empirical evidence that
a planetary body was very, very close to the earth last
summer, which is perhaps why the moon's orbit was so erratic
then, and that we narrowly missed a massive reptilian
invasion from there.
Just as the Russians and Chinese troops are apparently in
the US, Canada and Mexico by the millions now, by invitation
of the HOmeland SEcurity Abomination, Carol and I believe
that any invasion of non-human species is also only possible
by invitation of the occult/corporate world order. I might
really be sticking my neck out here, but this is just our
subjective impression, after all. I honestly believe that if
thousands of us had not built cloudbusters and disabled
many, many thousands of death towers you and I wouldn't be
having this discussion because we'd be in mass graves
Notice the way 'Niburu' is being sold as a benevolent planet
while in the same breath these evangelists are telling us
that humans are nothign but a bioengeneered slave race, a
step removed from great apes and grossly inferior to the
reptilians? This schizoid programming is a tried and true,
but tired ploy of both the British and American mind control
schools. BReaking free of this programmed schizophrenia is
particularly empowering, I think.
I don't honestly know of anyone besides Carol and I who have
encountered friendly reptilians. I don't think the friendly
ones want to be discovered, in fact. When we first met them
in Florida and Georgia we were quite shocked, especially
Carol, who's telepathic. After we got over the shock we
developed a sort of working relationship with them, though.
They showed up right before we made our first orgonite
cloudbuster in Feb. 01.
A couple of months later, when we were staying in the
Florida Keys across the road from a dolphin research
facility, we connected with a couple of dolphins
telepathically. I can tell you that the hive mind of the
nice reptilians was pleasant but nothign I've encountered
can touch the metaphysical/spiritual grandeur of what we got
from those dolphins. It's funny, but Carol and Linda are
going to Costa Rica to be with some dolphins for a couple of
weeks next month and Carol got contacted by one of those
Florida dolphins a few nights ago.
What they have is way beyond hive mind; it's a dynamic unity
that may be the example we may aim for. There are several
reputable people who are communicating with the cetaceans
now, by the way. I hope people realize that none of these
folks are parroting the sickening, tired protocols of
Theosophy, by the way. We all really do deserve better than
that now.
The reptilians we encountered ever since leaving Florida
have been predatory. The predators are quite territorial,
apparently. I haven't seen these reptiles as distinctly as I
saw the clumsy human forms of the friendly ones but I've
seen the predators' silver saucers and their shadowy forms
in 3D often enough and Carol sees them as they are. I've
seen the all-black eyeballs, though, and often closely
sensed them otherwise. It was obviously the nice ones'
intense curiosity, bolstered by an ability to know something
of future trends, that brought their ship to land in the
bush near our RV campsite then. Carol was quite unsettled
when she saw the ship landing. I didn't see it but by I knew
to trust her impressions.
When we arrived in the Pacific Northwest in June, 01, the
reptilians' and other predatory non-humans' dark lenticulars
were everywhere and in fact America, during our trip from
the East Coast, was covered with brown smog, even in the
wilderness areas. The chemtrails, whenever they were seen,
quickly spread out to white/gray out the skies and
everyplace was in a drought. The future looked pretty bleak
then, even to us.
In the few months between June and October, which is when
the death towers proliferated all over the world, we had a
window of opportunity to witness what a cloudbuster can do
and in that short period, during which we also went to
Canada and closed a regional reptilian hive portal, the dark
lenticulars were replaced with gorgeous white ones, which
Carol said concealed Lemurian ships. We had the distinct
impression that the reptilians had held the atmosphere of
our planet the way parasitic/predatory Britannia had
destroyed global trade in the 1700s by piracy and general
bullying.
Within a year, of course, most of the chemtrails no longer
whited out the sky because there were thousands of
cloudbusters by then. Even in an area bristling with death
towers the CBs still suppress chemtrails. When the towers
are busted the chemtrails don't stick at all, though some
persist for a few minutes and even turn into clouds
sometimes.
Of course, the Sylphs returned to the earth's amosphere in
droves over the past year and lots of us have seen sylph's
clouds immediately overcoming and 'eating' the chemtrails,
even on days when up to 8 spewplanes are visible at a time.
I got a couple of photos from my friend, Ivo, taken near
Abruzzo, Italy lately. ONe shows a huge Sylph cloud next to
a fresh chemtrail; the other shows a typical Lemurian
lenticular. I'm going to figure out how to put these in a
post becuase they're good examples, well photographed.
All the Lemurians needed was a toehold, apparently, and from
Northeast Washington/N Idaho they extended their territory
so that by December we were seeing them in Namibia during
our visit there, even before the huge reptilian portal there
was closed. The Lemurians' old allies apparently then came
in from other parts of the galaxy. Each benevolent race and
specie's lenticulars have distinct characterisitics but we
haven't taken the time to line that out yet. It's kind of
moot, anyway, for now.
This is how history changes, in fact. Nothing is ever
initiated by the will of the masses. Christianity's an
example. It was the few early martyrs in Rome who generated
the impetus in that movement during a time when they were
considered despicable by most Romans. Witness how many
armchair religionists proclaim their bravery now. Muhammad.
who is descended from Abraham, and a few followers
successfully defended themselves against vindictive hordes,
incited by Jewish poets and merchants to mayhem and
slaughter but within a generation the Arabs went from
burying their baby daughters alive to granting the right of
property ownership and divorce to women, at Muhammad's
behest, for the first time in recorded human history,
outside of Africa, peripheral Asia and the Amerias.
I mentioned Britain's parasitic seizure of territory
throughout the world as mainly a parasitic act and in fact
the folks who are persuaded by the persistent and insistent
disinfo sites on the web and by some dark-future authors
that we're all hopeless and helpless can take heart from
just witnessing the now-gorgeous skies, disappearance of
smog, abundant rainfall, lessening violent storms and
improved ambience throughout much of the world now.
Sometimes I'm astonished by how widespread this gifting
effort has become. I just heard from a mutual acquaintance
about a fellow who works on computers at one of the national
intelligence agencies who has made thousands of orgonite
'holy handgrenades' but didn't know who Don Croft is and
that's the best news I've heard in awhile, if it's true. I
hope it's true. This very rapid dissemination, sans
prostituted media, could only happen, I believe, with
supernormal intervention. Pablo, who has an orgonite forum
out of Argentina, went to a healer a few months ago and
found that she was using orgonite in her clinic. He didn't
mention whether our name came up
If you take into account all of the current slander
campaigns aimed at Carol and I, which do take a toll on our
livlihood, by the way, the generative principle operating in
the grassroots dissemination of this empowering but
ridiculously simple tech is pretty awesome.
The death tower network is so full of big urban and regional
holes now that I'm sure the occult/corporate hierarchy knows
that martial law can never be adequately enforced, even if
their persisitent terrorizing plots to commit mass murder,
none of which have materialized on American soil in the past
three years, were allowed to reach fruition. I know that we
etheric warriors are not the only ones stopping these
plotters, by the way.
What you're going to find out is that gifting your community
raises awareness and builds confidence and courage in
everyone, relative to his/her capacity and inclination. It's
not just about busting towers, though by turning these death
towers into life force generators you're getting a LOT more
bang for your buck than if the towers hadn't been built at
all. That's poetic justice, of course.
'The GRays' take the rap for most of the CIA's present and
persistent hyperdimensional molestations, we believe. CIA
assets such as Whitley
Steiber will continue to do their best, though, to reinforce
the schizoid mindset of the millions of abduction victims,
of course. I found out that he used to write promotional
literature for the Church of Set before he started calling
himself a lifelong, devout Catholic. See how authors like
him reinforce the slave mentality of mind control victims?
See how Sitchin's and Icke's persistent claims about the
inherent inferiority of the human race also do that? I don't
see any value in Streiber's writing but Sitchin and Icke's
writings are chock full of usable information and I
recommend at least a sampling of that. Icke published
Credo's six hour lecture and loads of insightful evidence of
the existence of the occult/corporate world order, for
instance, and Sitchin demonstrates the pre-Abrahamic origins
of Jewish metaphysics.
For what it's worth, Carol and I haven't encountered any
grays in over four years. That was the first time I saw an
alien, by the way. I do personally believe that the CIA had
a relationship with them for awhile, though, along with
several other predatory/parasitic visiting 'guest' races and
species.
I hope you'll get a reptoid repellent from ethericfire.com
and go out and play with it in crowded places, then you'll
get some 3D evidence, perhaps, of a non-human race which
actually is interfacing, right now, with the human
occult/corporate hierarchy as fellow travellers. REading
disinfo sites on the web is like eating irradiated food: it
tastes kind of okay and looks like food but it has no
nutrients at all. At least Rense and Bell pepper their shows
with relevant guests in order to maintain credibility, until
they eventually blackball them all and sometimes defame
their characters, of course.
I expect that at some point the dwindling number of relevant
guests will take the hint and know that exposure in the
prostituted media is the kiss of death. I think Danion
Brinkley is the only guy who has survived Bell's friendship
but of course he wants to die and otherwise seems to be
entirely immune from the occult/corporate world order's
interference. It's pretty astonishing to be around the
fellow in a workshop (it's a lecture, really
Also, Credo Muttwa clearly states that the little grays he
encountered during one of his initations as a young
man--that initiation was in Zimbabwe--are reptilians and
lived underground. He said their helmets and dark goggles
are mistaken for heads and eyes and that the reason they're
not seen in daylight is that daylight blinds them. He also
notes that there have been friendly reptilians who have
interacted with humans in our very, very long history.
Carol and I saw photographs, by the way, of very fine bas
relief sculptures in a cave, depicting a reptilian emissary
paying homage to a human queen on a throne. These pictures
were apparently taken in a cave in Central America. The
guano in the cave allegedly had to be excavated to reveal
the carvings, which would indicate that they're many
thousands of years old. I'm a little reserved about the
peripheral details since I don't personally trust the
presenter but the photos seemed real enough.
Carol and I are encountering more and more people who are
extricating themselves from mind control programs. She never
had a history in those programs, which is probably why it's
possible for us to be mates. She came to the Theosophical
paradigm as a full adult, so the artificial worldview she
tried on in order to socialize with other gifted psychics
never deeply rooted and she's capable of hearing me suggest
to dogmatized people that the Theosophical reincarnation and
karma explanations aren't at all satisfying to an
inquisitive intellect. Honestly, though, I do annoy even her
sometimes with my iconoclast nature. I probably could take
less pleasure from my karma running over others' dogmae.
When a braindead PJ person assumes that all of these Spier-type
constructs 'just occured to them' it's pretty sad, though.
Spontaneity, like synergy and creative thought, can't be
faked, after all. I sincerely want everyone to just climb up
out of this WalMart of ideology that calls itself
enlightened thought. I only know one newager who calls
herself a newager, by the way, and I respect that one. Willi
Spier was Hitler's architect
Carol claims that the lying-down 'L' marks that were carved
into six gifters' chests (mine included) with poisoned
needles the night of December 18, '02, was a comment on my
excoriation of 'Love and Light.' I even signed some of my
return email to the loveandlighters, 'Lust and Darkness,
~Don' but some of them thought it was a sexual come-on so I
stopped that pretty quick. Humor's only as good as the
receiver's perception, I guess.
I was sick for a month from the injected poison, even though
I immediately zapped the spot on my arm where they injected
it. It must have been pretty potent stuff because I never
got sick at all from the rattlenake bite I got three months
ago after I stuck the zapper on that one.
The poison/marking event inspired us to invent the
Powerwand, though, and we started evening up the score with
that thing, I can tell you. Now we're earning a lot more
points than their side is in this game and we may actually
win.
For the first two years of this network's young life the
newagers, channelers, con artists and pot evangelists who
thronged to the idea of orgonite threatened to founder this
movement. Really, I wanted more often than not to get out
the whip and drive them all away but I knew better than
that. My reward for being so tolerant
is
that now the vanguard of this grassroot effort are sober,
mature people who make intelligent observations and don't
seek a following or undeserved recognition. EW.com is a
small sampling of these people, by the way.
I'm happy to see that the folks like yourself whom I want to
be active in this work don't seem to consider ew.com an
exclusive club. I think several of the posters there are
relieved when they don't see me posting in their threads, in
fact
and only a dozen or so actually participate in the group
intel and blasting sessions, which is the other main reason
I finally opted for a private forum.
The most peculiar aspect of this unpaid career is that none
of my detractors are calling me a crackpot or fake
scientist, except for the lettered one who has generated so
much support by his incessant diatribes that he's kind of in
a separate class--more of an advertiser, really. When Rense
excoriated orgonite cloudbusters on a few successive
national radio programs, early last year, it nearly doubled
our numbers, which is when the $#!+ really hit the fan in
terms of subterfuge and sabotage.
That concerted character assassination campaign started on
the internet almost the instant that Rense stopped
mentioning us, by the way. Otherwise we were on the
threshold of entering mainstream awareness and the CIA, who
apparently thought they could use Rense to dissuade folks
from taking this work seriously by scaring them away,
realized they were actually accomplishing the opposite
effect for us. Public exposure would have been premature, I
think. I want this grassroot effort to continue to expand at
an organic rate, completely outside the purview of the
prostituted media. When it reaches critical mass (if it ever
does--that's certainly not up to me) we'll have a secure,
untouchable position and then 'orgonite' will quickly become
a household word, free of stigma.
Sorry for the length of this response. I knew I had to write
something and your letter was kind of provocative, which is
grist for my mill, so I'm posting this on ew.com and e-y.org
without telling who you are.
YOur account is, after all, pretty typical of anyone who is
using orgonite and similar tech to extricate him/herself
from a personal history of mind control. Most of us have
done or are doing that, so don't feel singled out, please. I
honestly believe that none of us are entirely free from mind
control as long as we're in this life. I want to show that
it's fun and profitable to disengage from it, though.
~Don
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